Well anyways, Today's assessment just finished~ But what a wasted kind of crap. had to go all the way to Jalan Pahang ICOM to do the assessment for 10 mins that's all! ... speechless.

There is still music theory and assignment to hand up tomorrow morning. But I have faith my music theory would do quite good. =D At least it can help me to cover grade for my survey of pop music~ ='( Did kinda bad for today's assessment. Have to work sooo much harder for the next one.. I really have to concentrate a lot a lot! LOls...

Anyways I don't have any photo coz I didn't get the time to do photography~ So sorry people~ Btw I'm still thinking what website should i post all my photos on Yet. But I'll keep you all updated no worries!

Good thing is I have 2 new Ipods.. Sorta.. Got one classic 30gb and ipod Touch8Gb. So far Both of it works so awesome~ xD ahhahas especially Touch.. xD hahahas.. Still trying out quite a lot of applications though.. =D Will keep you guys updated! Ciaoz guys!

Today was one of the most depressed day of my life

I rushed the slides for the next day and created a music for tomorrow but it seemed like it was all wasted.

I was so excited and yet worried that something might go wrong.

I couldn't even sleep last night.

Went to bed by 1am woke up at 3am and after that I couldn't sleep no more. having the feeling of hard time breathing.

So instead of forcing myself to sleep, I went to improve the song that I wanted to use during the worship session to make things nicer but what the heck right? No point of doing it if things gonna turn out wrong.

So i actually started getting ready at around 6 and I was ready to pick up the others to head to YMCA hopefully would be half hour before the thing actually starts but then we had some problem so I had to tell them to try drag the time and we won't be able to have one rehearsal to make things right. So we started right away when we're done setting up our equipments there

It was my first time not being ready enough to present something out to so many people. I feel so wasted in front of all of them. If I were in the crowd I would be asking " What the heck is this boy doing out there?"

It was really unorganized presentation so I felt really really bad since when I know I'll be late and without any rehearsal then.

But what can we do? I don't want to show such bad example still dragging it any longer so I started right away

I guess everyone needs to have one bad experience to fall and get back up once or twice in a life time right? I guess so.

My one sleepless night was wasted, My song was wasted

I could not help it but to blame myself for not getting everything done ready even though we don't have any rehearsal.

Now I feel that burden that's on my shoulders and its really heavy. I can't help it but having this kind of feeling in me that I've disappointed God, I've disappointed my friends, I've disappointed the Boys' Brigade of Malaysia.

Can you hold on to that burden? I doubt that. Now I doubt that I would have faith in myself for what I do for Him.

I'm Sorry.

Well anyways I couldn't put my music here so I might be creating one video for BB to repay things that I've done without sufficient preparation.

Soon to be posted.

This morning had college no idea why i woke up earlier at 6am tho.. So was a lil sleepy @_@ Lols.. but anyways.. Normal lar... Still have to go college and stuff.. xD ahhaas

I'll try to keep my blog nice and simple xD hahas

I guess i have nothing much to say about what I did today and such.. probably just things thats happening in this world?? or at least Our COUNTRY itself first.. =.=

Heard from friends that the prices for the mask raised up until rm5,6?? Isn't that ridiculous? Don't you people think so? It really is.. I have no idea what am i doing in this place that isn't humble enough to even offer others help BUT creating more problems to others.

How could others afford if they wanna survive in this planet? H1N1 Is so dangerous and I think the people who are selling them are just being so inconsiderate selling to consumers at a price that is really really unacceptable.. I still can't believe it.

Hoping the government would see through this and do something about it.. It's really really stupid.. You what i'll reply if you tell me that you're selling a mask for rm5 or 6? Ill give you a mirror to look at your own stupid face!

Is it really that hard to be humble for once??? People are trying to prevent someting that has risks to their lives.

I wanna see how you people whom are selling at that range of a price to beg for help next time and how you'll get treated the next time.. Don't ask for something that you couldn't even think of offering to the need. So disappointed with people these days..

Came back home from college I brought my grandma to a clinic to check on her knee because she kept complaining the pain that she has since morning. Brought her there she could barely walk. I was really feeling very very very sad inside of me knowing that she's getting older and older each and everyday. Nowadays spending more time than before with her. Last time i come home i'll hide upstairs and such but now I spend some time with her talking downstairs,watching tv and such..

When it was her turn doctor did some check ups for her and he gave her a jab at the knee. Seeing her in such pain really kills my heart. I don't wanna see her suffer like this anymore. I don't know what to do if anything happens. I really don't want anything to happen!

She's in so much pain and I could not even bare to see how much she's suffering.. She kept having headache and dizzy every time. Sigh. I really don't want, I don't want anything to happen!

I don't want to look forward for now. =(

Just had a real tiring day yesterday.. Had a bad headache as well @_@

almost killed me.. made me go crazy and such..

Anyways I'm actually thinking of whether should i close this blog down. No one seems to read my blog or something.. maybe i might switch? i don't know.. 

Waiting for badminton.. Waiting for sports.. Waiting for music softwares to arrive... Waiting for the moment i get to be with her everyday.. T_T

Sorry guys no photos today. xD spent almost whole day experimenting the macbookpro 15" xD So so so awesome people!

I actually knew the macbooks arrived college yesterday evening because my friend told me about it. Just wondering whether are they giving us by today or not xD

I even had a real strong feeling that the macs will be given to us today because i dreamt about it last night XD not sure what tho but it was like testing how good was the mac xD

So morning we went Mc Donalds again to get our BREAKFAST xD Lols.. After that we went to college and looking at the door and HEY! Notice there! " Students you may college your mac in the MML at 10 o' clock today." xD LOL.. Woohoo! 

So jacky and I actually went up to check if they're in the room earlier hoping we could get it faster xD Lols... Too bad.. could not get it xD

So we had this replacement class this morning at 9am and guess what? only 3 people came! including me! such loyal and faithful students xD hahahas... extra grade.. =P All i did in the class was like counting how long more to get our macbooks! Lols...

Until it was time to get our macs we went up to 5th floor admin again to rush Lee to give us our mac xD hahahas.. went back down and we had to do some document stuffs before grabbing our mac.. SO MANY of them.. xD Which one to choose.. hmm xD so i went A b c d e f g xD hahahs stupid.. xD Lols..

Got it and i started it.. so nice.. the start up awesome!!! No kiddin people! Lols.. then i was like sooo rush to finish this whole setting up thing and like" we can leave already? YES!" Go sungei wang time to get our mac protector xD 

But in the end didn't buy coz my new model type the stocks were not in yet.. have to wait till next week or something but anyways im going mid this sunday to get it lar. xD hahahas.. 

So far i've used it and its really indescribable~ Lols... I will post some photos of it sooonnn.. just not today... tired.. xD

lols so i guess thats about it first? downloaded most of the applications that i should have.. xD hahahas

Peace out...

Today was the last day of what they've promised us that the Macbooks will be delivered to ICOM and we will be able to get it too. In the end? Big disappointment.

We actually went up to asked if our mac is here in ICOM already coz the "Course Leader" Told us that Apple gave him their word that the macs will arrive either tuesday or wednesday. Today was the last day to hand over. Guess what? The Macs din turn up, EVEN the "COURSE LEADER" NEVER TURN UP AND HE WENT ON LEAVE! BULLSHIT!

We were so pissed! Macbooks didn't arrive one thing! The Course Leader didn't turn up to explain to us another thing! Both sides have their false!

First things first, the macs that was supposed to be delivered to us by the 13th of July until Now! Never gave any explanation by the person incharge only by the admistration level WHOM gave us wrong informations all the time!

Week after weeks we have been going up to the admin department every class ends every college day! It's not like we have THAT much of a time to go up to admin just to get back the same bull answer! I'm so pissed off that I really want to sue them for real!

It's Next week.. So sorry.. Hopefully the next week... sooo sooo sorry.. its the next 2 weeks.. really really sorry.. next week.. Okay.. you guys will be getting your macs the next tuesday or wednesday. How stupid can these people think we are? We're 18 and above. Don't you think you guys are really too much giving us false answers?

We need our Macs for our assignment! Even if we do not have any reasons for it I don't see why there should be a delay for the macs!! It's really ridiculous! There should be a payback for what they have made us suffered from! What about those who do not have laptops and computers? Do You guys know that they had to go CyberCafe to do their bloody assignments? We do not pay 11k+ So that we can have access to the COMPUTER LAB(which was sooo friggin slow) or paying extra to visit the cybercafe! We Pay 11k+ For a better knowledge! Better Quality of Education! Better Tech!

Second thing! This time it has to do with college! Whats wrong with the administration!?!? Giving false information! Especially course leader who gave us BIG hope! If the thing is not here You should be here to explain to us! Rather than us making the complaints to college's staff members! Instead he went off to take a leave. Without explaining us. Is it that hard to just stay one day to explain to us? Or even an email to us? EMAIL.. How hard can it be? Yes we know it is Apple's problem but now it is your problem because you're not being responsible as how you are suppose to be like SIR!

I think it is very stupid and unprofessional of him to just leave like that without any explanation. wasted our time going up to admin level to make a bloody complaint without him around! We did write a complain in the book of complain or wadever it is. Another thing.. 5 working days to respond? Don't you think it is a real long waiting? Moreover our problem had been delayed for that LONG!? Where are your priorities at people? I Don't see any protocalls moving! Course Leader not turning up? I assume he is one of the people who can SPEAK proudly.

I Come to a music college to have fun and learn something that I want to do in the future that I LOVE! Not something that i think its so unprofessional of me to study in this college to gain NOTHING at all. I pay a sum of money to gain better knowledge! Why else i come to ICOM? It's not that big or however it is. Your Course interests me. But it turns out how things work here that turns me off from what I really love in my life! If you admin or lecturers could not work together as one. Think of a way to solve it or just go get a Job that is suitable for you!

All fun is coming from students! A real disappointment there. How else do you want us to promote your college to our friends in the future? I'd say it's not gonna be a good experience being there.. Having us to wait for macs. Lecturer late when you told us that we are suppose to be punctual all the time! We are... Are you?

We had enough of this nonsense after 5 weeks already. It's the 6th week. If i were you guys I'd start thinking ways to solve this issue to shut us up before we are really fed up with all this nonsense!

Damn.. Don't even have the mood to blog any happy things.. Damn fed up today..

Ill post photos next day or something.. I'm done blogging.. what a rip off..
Pff

Owh wow~ What a exhausting DAY!!! @_@

Morning Class and guess what! Audio Production class was canceled
because Risabh couldn't make it to class today.... aww.. (wish was someone else tho =P) KIDDIN xD

So we actually have this SO MUCH of a time to hang out and all. We SORTA decided to go
and watch G.I.JOE!
actually took some time to decide WHERE and HOW to go. Lols.. 6 person stuffed in a HondaxD
Was LAZY to drive my car =P xD shhhhhhh
BTW the MOVIE.... AWESOME!!! FANTASTIC!!!! SUPERB!!! INDESCRIBABLE!!! AND SCARLET,ANA =P( Aaron,Jacky,Xin,Glenn, Joker know what i mean =p)

After Movie we went back just in time i think~ for Frank's class. We started talking about the movie instead of what were we suppose to discuss stuff and all and I got punked =.=

After class we went up for another small strike in a small group but it was just like playing so yeah it doesn't really hurt xD hahahs.. HOPING Tomorrow or Wednesday the Mac is already in ICOM@_@

After all those crazy things happening I had to go back home and wait for my mum to go for a dinner at her Uncle's house... So big! @_@ Wide.. Lols...
It was fun =D

Here are some pictures that I took~ Always with my cam =D

This.. Is what i have for breakfast every College Morning =X
But I Still don't get fat!!! =D

Theory Class xD Stupid jacky blocking my view.. xD

Hohohoo.. and this.. this is where we always come up and do our protest here right after our theory class all the time!!! xD We never get tired.. xD
admin were like " You people again?" xD hahahs.. siao..

Here is where we spent our rm12 for the movie! xD LOL... But ITS WORTH IT!!! xD

Now they need a bigger mobile to shout at.. LOLxD

Rainnnn T_T but just abit lar.. xD hahahs =P

Isn't she Lovely? =P ahhahs so cute...

soooo cuteeeeeeee3333 =P ahahahs..

Lols.. too many of them cute ones.. xD ahhahas...

Okay this got to be the cutest!!!! xD

sooo many xD Lols...

=P Im out of words.. LOL

last but not least.. cant do all of my photos without my Canon.. xD hahas but actually most of my photos i uploaded in this post is actually taken by my digital canon. xD Not bad!!! =P xD hahas

Anyways that's all folks! =D